The mundane

Wake up, work, bed, wake up, work, bed. Does anyone feel like their lives are on one boring repetitive loop with no way out? Well hands up from this bitch because this is the story of how my life and coincidentally how this blog came to be… Today just like any other day I’ve woken up, jumped straight into work and sat in my pyjamas praying for life to get just that little bit more interesting. It’s part of why I constantly sabotage my own relationship (a story for another time) Just to feel something different. The days go on very much the same – boring and with a lack of purpose. Even now I’ve gone over my allotted lunch hour led on my bed aimlessly. Life needs to change and I need to do it… somehow. How does one go about changing their lives? Who are these people that are filled with passion and motivation. Who get up and gets things done, goes to see friends and doesn’t resent life? Surely they are with the unicorns and fairies. People exhaust me but I am getting so angry with myself for lack of trying to live. I exist but I do not live. Sad isn’t it? Well I want to vow no more and jump into action however even I am sick of hearing this in my head day in and day out – tomorrow will be different, the new year is coming it will finally be my year… LOL spoiler – it never is. SO I’m starting this blog. This raw honest blog that will probably hold some of my most best kept secrets of shame from the world. Fun right? THATS EVEN IF I KEEP THIS UP. Well here goes nothing I guess….